Nathaniel Jonathan Devine R.I.P.

Passed away 7.30am 17/06/2007.

Roxette - I'm Sorry

The first time we met time stood still
You left me breathless
Suddenly speechless.

Within the hour we were one
Two total strangers kissing the moonlight.

Oh, you know I'm sorry I had to go
I'm really sorry it had to die
I'm really sorry I made you cry
Cry.

We fell in love between the nights
Of too many lovers and too many teardrops.

And fate won't resist some satin sheets
I was so helpless
Totally ruthless.

Oh, you know I'm sorry I had to go
I'm really sorry you're hurt inside
I'm really sorry I made you cry
Cry, cry.

Love is lifting you up and draggin' you down
Makes you go round and round and round
Time makes a stop then it's all gone
Funny how memories keep lingering on.

Song (exert)

I think I'll take another day
and slowly watch it burn

Missing (exert) - Evanescence

And if I bleed, I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care

And if I sleep, Just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there

Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

It's 2:00am

Written by a secondary school student.

It's 2:00am

I wonder what I'm looking for,
I wonder if what I'm looking for is you.
I wonder where you are
I want to smell the roses
I want to smell your clothes
I want to be where you are
Want to be there forever
The tears have fallen into the river,
Formed a sea
If the sea is so bright
Can it be my fortune teller?
Can it tell me the life I'm in?
Can it tell me the life you're in?
I have restarted my computer
To Look for you

Iman Eslamizadeh

Little Girl Lost

V1

What about the little girl?
Who hasn't got a place of her own
What about the poor baby?
When a cardboard box is her only home

And what about the life shes been leaving?
Dragged through the mud, kicked out of home.
A little help is all she needs
A little help to carry on, carry on and on and on and on.

Ch

Her home is on the street
She wet, cold, alone and she's got nothing to eat
What about her problems?
Can't anybody solve them?

V2

What about the poor baby
Who taken up pornography
She says she needs the money to survive
It's all fun and games to you and me

Then she met this guy
Thought she's live off love thought it's all she'd need
He leaves, he takes her heart with him
She missed him bad she can never be, With him now


Ch repeat.

Blogs

What is a blog? Ok Well maybe that's to simple a question. What I want to know is why do people start Blogs? I originally started mine so that people would read it and I would get some sort of recognition, these days however I do it for me. My vblog now contains not only thoughts and views on the world but things from my past and it's sort of a big storage folder of things I like or need to remember for what ever reason.

In saying that I just remembered I have something to add. will do a separate post for it tho.

Back to the Blog (finally)

It feels so weird that for once I'm not forcing my self to start (or in this case continue) write a blog. The information is just flowing from me and I have so much to tell... ok well not right now I don't but at lease I'm on here.

Life Update

I'm working night shift for BP for 2 more shifts (the next starts in little under 1/2 an hour).
I start working for A new company on Monday which I really can't wait for it's as close to the music industry as I've gotten at this point and even if it is only making the cd's (and also dvd's) it's a good start.
I'm looking at taking over the second room out the back from the guy upstairs and offering him the garage in return. Painting this room and turning it into a lounge type room, this will give me heaps to do and a mini renovation.
I'm going to ask my house mate to move into the back room which has its own bathroom and then find a new house mate to move into her old room.
I'm finally looking at having spare cash (after so so long) and intent to have a small holiday (a weekend) and maybe even finally finish off my tattoo that's been waiting 5yrs.

I'm sure there's a lot more but either I can't remember it or choose not to share it at this point.

So I'm off to work so :P